Surviving the Chase Read online

  By Lisa Renee Johnson

  Dangerous Consequences

  Surviving the Chase

  surviving the chase

  LISA RENEE JOHNSON

  KENSINGTON PUBLISHING CORP.

  www.kensingtonbook.com

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  Table of Contents

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  Title Page

  Copyright Page

  Dedication

  ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

  Epigraph

  CHAPTER 1

  CHAPTER 2

  CHAPTER 3

  CHAPTER 4

  CHAPTER 5

  CHAPTER 6

  CHAPTER 7

  CHAPTER 8

  CHAPTER 9

  CHAPTER 10

  CHAPTER 11

  CHAPTER 12

  CHAPTER 13

  CHAPTER 14

  CHAPTER 15

  CHAPTER 16

  CHAPTER 17

  CHAPTER 18

  CHAPTER 19

  CHAPTER 20

  CHAPTER 21

  CHAPTER 22

  CHAPTER 23

  CHAPTER 24

  CHAPTER 25

  CHAPTER 26

  CHAPTER 27

  CHAPTER 28

  CHAPTER 29

  CHAPTER 30

  CHAPTER 31

  CHAPTER 32

  CHAPTER 33

  CHAPTER 34

  CHAPTER 35

  CHAPTER 36

  CHAPTER 37

  CHAPTER 38

  CHAPTER 39

  CHAPTER 40

  CHAPTER 41

  CHAPTER 42

  CHAPTER 43

  CHAPTER 44

  CHAPTER 45

  EPILOGUE

  Teaser chapter

  To the extent that the image or images on the cover of this book depict a person or persons, such person or persons are merely models, and are not intended to portray any character or characters featured in the book.

  This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events or locales or persons living or dead is entirely coincidental.

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  Kensington Publishing Corp.

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  Copyright © 2020 by Lisa Renee Johnson

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  ISBN: 978-1-4967-0797-0

  First Kensington Trade Paperback Printing: August 2020

  ISBN-13: 978-1-4967-0799-4 (ebook)

  ISBN-10: 1-4967-0799-0 (ebook)

  First Kensington Electronic Edition: August 2020

  For my mother.

  Thank you for showing me what love is and for being my lighthouse in the darkness. I am your reflection, the epitome of strength, grace, and courage under fire. You stood so I could stand. I am forever grateful.

  To my father.

  You came back for me. Thank you for teaching me that I am worthy and I matter.

  To my dad.

  I feel your presence every day and I miss you.

  Everything I am is because of all of you.

  ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

  I want to thank God for his continued blessings and for accepting me as I am and loving me anyway. It takes a village to raise a book and I want to acknowledge my village because without you Surviving the Chase would still be a figment of my imagination. As I type this, I’m ruminating on how political this exercise is for us authors. I mean, I want to thank each and every one of you personally by name, but that’s not humanly possible since there are so many of you who play a significant role in my life and my author journey—plus they told me to keep this short. So it’s almost midnight and I’m sitting here trying to decide whose name to list and I’m terrified I’m going to unintentionally miss someone and the truth is once it’s in print there’s no turning back. So here it goes.

  To my husband, my three incredible sons and amazing granddaughter. Love is a verb and I’m overjoyed you were chosen to do this thing called life with me. I love you. To my awesome family, friends and fellow authors. Your generosity of love, practical advice and talking me off the ledge every now and again over a great cocktail is appreciated. You inspire me to be better. To my editor who has the patience of Job and my amazing Sunshine Squad who shouts my name from rooftops and encourages me to continue writing, I could not do this without you. And last but not least, the fabulous book clubs, booksellers, passionate readers, and YOU. Please accept these words as my personal gratitude to you for doing this “write” thing with me. Simply, I am because you are.

  Now that that’s out of the way, do me a quick favor and drop your name here: _______, you are my sunshine!

  XOXO

  Lisa Renee

  Never chase love, affection, or attention. If it isn’t given freely by another person, it isn’t worth having.

  —Unknown

  CHAPTER 1

  Payton Marie Jones propped her elbows on the adjustable waxing bed for a better view. Long brown legs resting wide open, she held her breath, anticipating the sting before she felt it.

  “Relax, love,” cooed the sexy service technician motioning for her to open her legs wider to give him better access. Payton did what he asked, then chuckled, wondering if this was what David Bryant meant when he invited her on this last-minute business trip, and insisted she take advantage of the decadent spa amenities.

  The lavish décor, massage oils infused with diamonds, and the extensive menu of therapies and body treatments were just what she needed to exorcise a few demons out of her system. And the all-male service staff was a nice touch, definitely something you would only see in Las Vegas.

  Eyes closed, Payton dipped her head back between her shoulder blades and inhaled the fresh scent of lavender.

  “Ouch,” she hissed on the next pull.

  She still couldn’t believe she had opted for this service, from a man no less, but since her usual esthetician, Kay, couldn’t squeeze her in before her trip, what was a girl to do? Waxing her bikini area hurt like hell, but she couldn’t imagine going without it. Besides her preference for being hairless down south, the waxing exposed numerous nerve endings that led to multiple orgasms, and the smoothness made her feel damn sexy. Hell, after a Brazilian, the mere act of crossing her legs turned her on. She opened her eyes and stared at the service technician as he winked at her.

  For a white boy, he was damn fine. Deep-blue eyes, tall, muscular, and a rich golden tan that made him look as if he should be surfing on Venus Beach instead of locked away from the sun in the spa. He dipped the wooden stick into the pot of molten wax and spread it onto her skin in a figure-eight motion. Previously, after each pull, he briefly placed his hand over the freshly waxed area to stop the sting, but this time he followed the gesture with a kiss.

  “You are so beautiful,” he said in a thick European accent.

  Payton detected a hint of nervousness in his voice, something she hadn’t noticed until now. What the hell was he doing? Did he provide happy endings to all his clients? This was risky behavior and if she were him, she’d be nervous too. A single word to management about his little v-gesture and his ass would be fired on the spot. Then she remembered where she was and thought about the type of clientele that frequented this coveted spa and paid these outrageous prices. Those horny bitches wouldn’t say a single word.

  And today you’re one of them, a tiny voice whispered in her head.
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br />   She glanced down at her smooth, caramel skin, then back at the shirtless man sitting between her anxious thighs. His sidelong glance was cautious as he traced his index finger along the freshly waxed landing strip and teased the tip of his finger in her warm, moist crease. He waited a moment, his eyes searching for the okay to coax open her folds, to touch the slickness pooling inside.

  “You want to taste that, don’t you?” she accused, clamping her legs shut around his hand.

  “I want to make you come right now,” he whispered. “Open your legs. Just a little bit.”

  She gazed into the shadows of his eyes, and he stared back, shameless. He leaned in and with his free hand reached for the half-full champagne flute resting on the side table and handed it to her.

  “Drink,” he urged.

  “Is this a part of the standard service?” she quizzed with a wide grin. “Or is my kitty irresistible?”

  Payton took a swig of the champagne, warning bells going off in her head. She could hear her best friend, Sydney, chastising her about being overly friendly with her cookies, but she ignored it and tightened her thighs around his hand as her hips found their own rhythm. The one thing that she could always count on was crazy shit like this happening to her. Truth be told, she wanted to come, too. The craving was powerful, a magnetic pull forcing her hips to wiggle toward his hand like a heat-seeking missile. What was a girl to do? David was in all-day meetings, and if she didn’t get a release right now, she’d have to make a detour back to the hotel room and get herself off or walk around for the rest of the day unable to concentrate, her thoughts dominated by that turned-on ache. In her mind, there was absolutely nothing wrong with getting a little assistance from this perfect specimen standing in front of her. It wasn’t like she was going to fuck him. Hell, this was Vegas, and what happened in Vegas was going to stay right here between these four khaki-colored walls.

  Payton gulped another swig of the champagne and scooted her hips to the edge of the table, never losing contact with his hand as he massaged her clit with just the right amount of pressure. She reached forward, grabbed a fistful of his shoulder-length blond hair, and guided his mouth to the intensity he’d ignited between her thighs. With every flick of his tongue, the pressure mounted in her core, and it wasn’t long before the first wave, then the second wave hit. She tossed her head back, spiraling into the abyss of electric sensations zigzagging through her extremities.

  “Shit,” she cried out.

  The room dipped and spun like a reckless carnival ride as tiny particles of pleasure flickered around her.

  “Oh gawd, oh gawd, oh gawd!” she exhaled, totally lost in her senses.

  Before she could catch her breath, her body still tingling, the technician stepped back, used the back of his hand to wipe her juices from his lips, and excused himself from the room.

  * * *

  In a postorgasmic haze, Payton sauntered toward the washbasin, but paused at her reflection in the full-length mirrors propped along the far wall. Medium height, with enough tits and ass to stop men in their tracks. Not bad for thirty-eight. Once she reached the sink, Payton noted her almond-brown eyes and flawless skin. Her cheeks flushed from the oxytocin release or maybe in her case dopamine—the hormone men released after an orgasm. She was all woman, but didn’t understand the hang-ups many females had when it came to sex. This was the first time she’d gotten off at the hands and mouth of a complete stranger, but pleasure simply validated her existence. Nothing more, nothing less. Not that happily ever after bullshit most women are taught. Hell, a good head job always put a smile on her face and who wouldn’t want that?

  Out of the corner of her eye, a pink leather-bound stylebook labeled Vajazzle Designs caught her attention. She opened the book and began flipping through the pages, all the while remembering reading online about some celebrity who had put crystals on her vajayjay to get over a bad breakup. The elaborate designs were beautiful, but the thought of where all those tiny jewels could end up wasn’t appealing. She lingered at the more-simple designs of a tiny heart and the butterfly silhouette that almost matched her tattoo. These were more than enough bling to cheer her up and enough sparkle for David to play Connect the Crystals later.

  After freshening up, Payton returned to the suite to find a different technician waiting.

  “Where’s Marco?” she questioned.

  The man extended his hand. “Hello, Ms. Jones. My name is Samuel. I’ll be finishing up your treatments. I promise to take good care of you. Marco had another appointment.”

  “I bet he does,” Payton mumbled to herself.

  She shared her design selection with Samuel and made her way to the waxing bed. Twenty minutes later he handed her a mirror to inspect his finished work.

  She grinned. “Perfect.”

  Off-the-cuff surprises like this kept men guessing and were every woman’s secret weapon. It kept the relationship fresh, mysterious, and men didn’t know what to expect next, but Anthony “Tony” Barnes was the one man who seemed oblivious to her charms. He was single and the prime example of why Payton preferred to date married men.

  A few weeks ago, he’d seen her in the front window of Pican’s restaurant having dinner with David and had the audacity to be angry with her. She and Tony hadn’t agreed to be exclusive; they weren’t even in a relationship. As far as she was concerned, they were friends with benefits. So what was the big fucking deal?

  Sex on the regular with a single man had never appealed to Payton. Usually, after a few good orgasms, the last thing on her mind was talking, spooning, or cuddling. What she craved most was to spread-eagle across her thousand-thread-count sheets and not have her limbs touched by anything living or breathing. With married men, Payton set the parameters of the relationship from the beginning, and she required full reign of the rules of engagement.

  With Tony, things were different. He never crowded her space. But come to think of it, they always operated on his terms. They fucked when he wanted to, he came over when he wanted to—everything when he wanted to. Tony Barnes had somehow flipped her script and slithered his way under her skin. How the hell did she let that happen?

  With her hidden bling in tow and a few designer shopping bags from her quick retail excursion, Payton made her way back to the Palms Hotel, much more relaxed than she’d been when she’d ventured out this morning. The hotel suite door barely closed behind her before her cell phone beeped and buzzed for the third time like it was possessed. From the designated ringtone, she knew exactly who the person blowing her phone up was—her uncle Sheldon. Payton paused for a moment, stared at the LCD screen in frustration, and laughed at the irony. During her early college years, Sheldon Jones spoiled her rotten. He held down a job at the local steel plant, sending her money and calling her weekly just to check in, but by the time her junior year rolled around, his calls began to lessen and eventually ceased, his addiction to crack cocaine the culprit. Back then, Payton would have done anything to hear her uncle’s voice on the other end of a phone line. Now, since her grandparents’ deaths and Sheldon’s spiral into a drug-induced abyss, it was like taking care of a child. Always something. In her opinion, a grown-ass man needed to be fully responsible for his own life, her main motivation for selling her grandparents’ house. She was exhausted and once she divided up the money from the sale of the house, there would be no reason for his frequent phone calls and foolishness. She placed the Louis Vuitton and Gucci bags on the table near the door and accepted the call.

  “Hello.”

  “’Bout time you answered. I’ve been calling you for the last two hours.”

  Payton sighed heavily at his phantom sense of urgency. This man had such a flare for theatrics. “I’m out of town—”

  “Out of town! Well, how am I gon’ get my money?”

  “Uncle Sheldon, quit being so dramatic. I’ll be back in town tomorrow.”

  “Girl, didn’t I tell you the last time I saw you I needed my money,” he screamed into the phone.r />
  “Have you given any thought to what we talked about the last time you saw me? When I get back in town tomorrow, we can go check out a few places.”

  “You sound just like your mama. And I’m telling you, just like I told her the other day, I ain’t going to no damn rehab. I like to smoke crack. Besides, that shit don’t work no way,” he grumbled.

  Payton fell silent. There it was again. First, a few weeks ago, the crazy girl who tried to kill Donathan and Sydney stopped by her grandparents’ house looking for Lois Greene. Now, Sheldon mentioned the bitch who gave birth to her like the two of them were best friends and Lois lived right next door. Was this a coincidence? If it wasn’t, why would this poor excuse for a mother come back to Pittsburg? Twenty-five years ago, Lois dropped a then-twelve-year-old Payton off at the movie theater, and that was the last time she’d seen or heard from her since. If her paternal grandparents hadn’t taken her in, there was no telling how her life would have turned out.

  Payton’s thoughts grew dark. Was Sheldon trying to set her up? Hell no, she thought, laughing out loud. Sheldon Maurice Jones wasn’t that smart, that deep, or that intentional.

  “Are you laughing at me?”

  “No, I’m crying for you,” she said sharply. “Why won’t you let me help you?”

  “Girl, for the last time, I don’t need no help! All I need from you is my money.”

  CHAPTER 2

  Once Donathan James decided he wanted something, there was no turning back. And what he wanted most right now was for his wife to answer his goddamn question. Did she fuck Miles Day?

  Trained eyes flickered past her cotton and lace camisole, then lingered on her exposed cocoa-brown skin, much more clothing than he preferred. The rise and fall of her shallow breaths and the tiny diamond navel ring that shone above the waist of her matching panties hypnotized him. His mind wrestled with the thought and his heart constricted in his chest at the possibility that she’d been with another man. Careful not to wake her, Donathan gently buried his nose in her freshly washed hair—inhaling deeply a familiar mixture of mint and lavender, something he always did, with no explanation.